I know how you feel, for the past year I just couldn’t find the motivation and drive for life I use to have, I felt like an old man even thou I’m only 19 lol. Boredom kills. Finally it got too much, something had to change. If your still feeling like this, can I suggest doing something out of your comfort zone or even a lil dangerous? I’m not talking about taking up robbing banks but shit like when I feel like life is getting monotonous I do shit like going to an open mic or sneaking into this place on Staten Island, NY where they have mounds of sand literally the size of a 4 story building and just messing around with friends or without. Running down a 4 story mound of sand is soo much fun, you build up so much momentum you cant stop and end up tripping and falling, plus the fact that you have to jump a huge fence to get into the yard is cool. The feeling of danger coz your not suppose to be there lol idk just try something out of the ordinary will put the drive back in life. I know it can be hard to just get the energy to get out of bed and into the car, its so much easier to lay there and feel bad, trust me I know but its worth it. Sorry for that really long reply, its just even thinking about it gets me excited lol :Jumpy: