I gave myself a month to find one thing to save me. I have even pushed myself to get out more and meet more people but have found nothing to save me. I'm hoping one person will meet me tomorrow. I like her and think she likes me but can it change my mine? Or that my best friend will call me I miss her so. I need a sign of something that will mean alot to me to save me. I already know how I will end things and will be a ironic way that no one will get but me. I need a reason to go on. It's weird seems like tomorrow has already happened. I have a feeling tomorrow will be really good or the end. Not looking for advice but posting my thoughts about tomorrow.