Save Me!

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by BravoFREAK, Sep 15, 2007.

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  1. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member


    Umm I posted in these forums a couple months ago
    It really seemed to help me and get me through a very tough time...
    though things seem to be getting worse
    I really hope someone can help again...

    Well im 16, I hate my life, im ALWAYS feelin depressed, and lately I have come really close to attempting suicide :(
    Lately the only thing keeping me together has been my gf...well ex gf... but thismornin i found out she dont love me no more :S Im really scared im going to go to far this time...I really am :S

    I have neva told anyone about this this stuff be4... my mum can tell, but I usually just say im fine :sad: though im not... I constantly got a fake smile on when Im around people, noone knows what Im really thinkin/feelin, Ive been feeling this way for almost 3 years now... and its just gotten worse as times passed!

    I would really apreciate any help you can give me,
    Im really scared that this is going to ruin my life 4eva, or even worse...

    sorry if this dont make sense to u
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  2. silent_enigma

    silent_enigma Well-Known Member

    It's really difficult to mention depression to one's parents. 3 yrs is too long. Perhaps there is a counsellor at school who could help arrange treatment for you? I dunno.
  3. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member

    yer i know...
    well i basically live by myself
    so its easy to keep it to myself
    my mums neva home
    neva knew my dad
    and an only child

    hmmm maybe... im really scared to tlk to anyone bout it :S
  4. Ampacity

    Ampacity Active Member


    You should really seek help, counselor at school? I had the same problem back in my school days. I finally broke and went to see them, I honestly couldn't handle my problems and fears anymore. To this day I'm glad I did, I feel so much better! The first step is the hardest it seems like, But you can get better You Can!

  5. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member

    I Dont Wanna Live No More!
  6. Beret

    Beret Staff Alumni

    Please see a counselor or therapist!!!!
  7. Ampacity

    Ampacity Active Member

    Please hang on, you can live. There is still a lot more to life. I to had some decide they didn't love me. I went on thinking i would never make it. But i was working in a area i had never worked in before, a different county. I found someone i didn't even knew existed! I don't know if that made sense or not, or if it will help. But please hang in there. Seek help the first step seems the hardest, but once you get going you'll be set. I'll be praying for you.

  8. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member

    shes not the only thing...
    shes just seemed to be the only thing thats made me truly happy over the past few months...
    she is the reason i stopped feeling like this
    and now shes gone...
    im just back were i started

    i really am trying to keep it together,
    i do want help...
    im really scared :(
    i was closest i have eva come to attempting...... tonight
    its really shocked me
    and wats making everything worse
    is ive been really stressed lately, with skool
    My grades are slipping, i seem to be losing all my motivation
    I dont know whats wrong with me anymore
  9. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member

    Hmm i think i might try get some sleep...
    hopefully I will feel a bit betta 2moro
    thank you all...
    i will be back here 2moro
  10. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    Although this may sound meaningless to you, I'll say it anyway.

    You are young. You're at an age where emotional pain over relationships and rejection is overwhelming because it's new. After you've been through more relationships, the pain won't be as severe. Trust me.

    Don't invest all of your emotions in one person. I know because I do it myself.

    Give this some time and talk over your feelings with someone important in your life.
  11. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member

    My Mum Just Told Me She Doesnt Know Me Anymore!

    I Can Take This Shit No More!

    Im Freakin Out!

    I Got Skool In Half An Hour, I Hope I Can Get Over This Fast!

    Seriously...its Not Even Jess Anymore

    Its Everything Else!

    I Fucking Hate My Life!

    Whats The Fucking Point!
  12. Ampacity

    Ampacity Active Member

    Some times parents won't understand, Give her a little time. Be safe, life will get better you still very young. hang in there.

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