Save Me!

Hey

Umm I posted in these forums a couple months ago
It really seemed to help me and get me through a very tough time...
though things seem to be getting worse
I really hope someone can help again...

Well im 16, I hate my life, im ALWAYS feelin depressed, and lately I have come really close to attempting suicide
Lately the only thing keeping me together has been my gf...well ex gf... but thismornin i found out she dont love me no more :S Im really scared im going to go to far this time...I really am :S

I have neva told anyone about this this stuff be4... my mum can tell, but I usually just say im fine :sad: though im not... I constantly got a fake smile on when Im around people, noone knows what Im really thinkin/feelin, Ive been feeling this way for almost 3 years now... and its just gotten worse as times passed!

I would really apreciate any help you can give me,
Im really scared that this is going to ruin my life 4eva, or even worse...

sorry if this dont make sense to u

 

It's really difficult to mention depression to one's parents. 3 yrs is too long. Perhaps there is a counsellor at school who could help arrange treatment for you? I dunno.

 

yer i know...
well i basically live by myself
so its easy to keep it to myself
my mums neva home
neva knew my dad
and an only child


hmmm maybe... im really scared to tlk to anyone bout it :S

 

Hey

You should really seek help, counselor at school? I had the same problem back in my school days. I finally broke and went to see them, I honestly couldn't handle my problems and fears anymore. To this day I'm glad I did, I feel so much better! The first step is the hardest it seems like, But you can get better You Can!

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I Dont Wanna Live No More!

 

Please see a counselor or therapist!!!!
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Please hang on, you can live. There is still a lot more to life. I to had some decide they didn't love me. I went on thinking i would never make it. But i was working in a area i had never worked in before, a different county. I found someone i didn't even knew existed! I don't know if that made sense or not, or if it will help. But please hang in there. Seek help the first step seems the hardest, but once you get going you'll be set. I'll be praying for you.

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thnx
shes not the only thing...
shes just seemed to be the only thing thats made me truly happy over the past few months...
she is the reason i stopped feeling like this
and now shes gone...
im just back were i started

i really am trying to keep it together,
i do want help...
im really scared
i was closest i have eva come to attempting...... tonight
its really shocked me
and wats making everything worse
is ive been really stressed lately, with skool
My grades are slipping, i seem to be losing all my motivation
I dont know whats wrong with me anymore

 

Hmm i think i might try get some sleep...
hopefully I will feel a bit betta 2moro
thank you all...
i will be back here 2moro

 

Although this may sound meaningless to you, I'll say it anyway.

You are young. You're at an age where emotional pain over relationships and rejection is overwhelming because it's new. After you've been through more relationships, the pain won't be as severe. Trust me.

Don't invest all of your emotions in one person. I know because I do it myself.

Give this some time and talk over your feelings with someone important in your life.

 

My Mum Just Told Me She Doesnt Know Me Anymore!

I Can Take This Shit No More!

Im Freakin Out!

I Got Skool In Half An Hour, I Hope I Can Get Over This Fast!

Seriously...its Not Even Jess Anymore

Its Everything Else!

I Fucking Hate My Life!

Whats The Fucking Point!

 

Some times parents won't understand, Give her a little time. Be safe, life will get better you still very young. hang in there.

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