He left me 8-9 years ago. Can't remember exactly when. I've pretty much moved on - or rather, thought I did.
Saw that he has a new girl. Well, not new. They're probably married since it's been so long.
He's also very successful at work - high-flyer, expatriate - the epitome of a highly successful man.
Feels like Pandora's Box has been opened. Damn social media.
I should be happy for him. We weren't good for each other anyway. He looks much happier now.
But I am selfish. How can I feel happy for someone who threw me away so mercilessly? Called me a loser, stupid idiot and said I'll never amount to anything much - left me scarred for life.
But why is he allowed to be happy while my life continues to be an insufferable mess?
How is this fair?
I'm childish I know, but I can't help feeling that the world is such a cold and harsh place.
Saw that he has a new girl. Well, not new. They're probably married since it's been so long.
He's also very successful at work - high-flyer, expatriate - the epitome of a highly successful man.
Feels like Pandora's Box has been opened. Damn social media.
I should be happy for him. We weren't good for each other anyway. He looks much happier now.
But I am selfish. How can I feel happy for someone who threw me away so mercilessly? Called me a loser, stupid idiot and said I'll never amount to anything much - left me scarred for life.
But why is he allowed to be happy while my life continues to be an insufferable mess?
How is this fair?
I'm childish I know, but I can't help feeling that the world is such a cold and harsh place.