Hi everyone, About a month ago I was walking home at midnight, I entered my house and turned on the light and there on the wall was a really huge incredibly creepy millipede, and I do mean HUGE, but I don't want to describe him because it was the most horrible thing I've ever looked at. I'm normally terrified of insects and spiders, but this was on a whole new level. I didn't think anything like that even belonged in my country (New Zealand). Every time at night if I get an itch I get terrified thinking it's on me, randomly at times I'll sense it near me and start panicking until I've looked all over the room, and when I drink something that isn't clear (eg coffee) I'll get weird random thoughts that it might be in my drink. The odd thing about this is that the sensations I get from / after having seeing it are the same as when I hallucinate (I have schizophrenia) and I keep imagining that I see or hear it. I really couldn't describe how terrifying it was seeing such a large disgusting monstrous insect and it wont let me be. I told my therapist the week after, but it wasn't until later on that it started ..haunting me like this. It's 3am and I can't sleep Thanks for reading.