I'm sorry to hear that. Was it the therapist or what was discussed? Either way you can move on from here. I know it's hard but it can be done. Do you really want to die or just end the pain? I suspect it's the pain you want gone. If so then there are things that can be done to end the pain without ending you. I know there have to be some other things you can try other than dying. Will you talk with us and let us give you ideas other than dying to help you? All of us here understand your pain because we have that pain also. Again I ask you to please not hurt yourself. Thank you for talking to me and please keep talking. (hug)