Hey, I just thought i'd introduce myself. I haven't tried to commit suicide, I've just thought about it a lot. Lately, I've been having more and more thoughts. I've been depressed for about 4 or 5 years and I take a bunch of Zoloft. Nothing really seems to make me even remotely happy though. I don't have any specific events or anything. I was never abused, my family is all alive and healthy, so this makes my depression even more difficult to deal with because I don't know where it really comes from. I guess I'm just here to be able to get out all of my feelings and just to chat in general. I really have no one who I can honestly talk to. I always just feel like I've screwed everything up and nothing will ever work out for me. I constantly feel like things are just falling apart and I'm completely useless.