Saying "No" to Suicide

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by brknsilence, Jul 31, 2016.

  1. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    My day didn't go well and normally when things go so wrong, I run to suicide.

    The thoughts were there earlier today, but I quickly dismissed them.

    I been trying my best not to let suicide be an opinion.

    I hope to succeed in fighting off these thoughts that has filled my mind most of my life and not give into it.

    I hope, I don't fail at this and learn each day to say, "No" to the suicidal thoughts and urges.
     
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  2. moxman

    moxman Well-Known Member

    Sounds like you are on the right track, keep up the good work
     
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  3. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks

    Trying
     
  4. SinisterKid

    SinisterKid Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I know how difficult it has been for you, not only recently, but throughout your life and you are a credit to yourself for still being alive and not hospitalised either. That takes a huge amount of courage and guts. I wish I was that strong! The more I get to know you, the more I draw inspiration from your daily struggle just to keep going.
     
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  5. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Thanks

    Hugs
     
  6. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    My husband's best friend is a license counselor. We normally meet him and his family at church on Sunday's. He knows my history. I contacted him before but haven't in years regarding the suicidal thoughts. Not even sure if I will contact anyone local regarding the thoughts. I just don't want to go back inpatient.

    Just hoping, I will be able to get through this.

    So far, I been okay regarding the thoughts today. Just tired and staying busy.