Hello~ I have an appointment for my first counseling session for alcoholism tomorrow and thought I would be feeling better tonight but I am actually very nervous and scared about what might happen tomorrow. I have never been to counseling before and am unsure of what to expect. I feel like it is now or never for me. One of my family members died at the same age I will be this year from complications of alcoholism. Please just keep me in your thoughts that I can get through this. I wasn't expecting it to be this hard. Thank You.