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scared but giving myself a pat on the back!

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angee

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I went to the chemist today for my weekly prescription, it was the first time in the two weeks since i came out of hospital that i had that horrible urge to buy tablets and store them up again! I quickly got my script and got the hell out of there! I am so pleased with myself for not buying any but scared that i had that urge to again, its like my whole world will collapse around me if i don't have that safety net in place!!! i hate not having tablets hidden away ready! but i'm doing it! I have no stores of any tablets in my flat! i only have my weekly script and pain killers ect for the family, not enough to do anything with. I have to be proud of that, i don't feel it but i should be! lol!
 

Sadeyes

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I remember the day when I gave my therapist my stash; that was one of the scariest ones...good for you and when you feel scared, post here...keep up the good work, J
 

angee

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Thank you Mr A and Sadeyes, i will try. It was awful when i handed my stash over, especially the nurses face when she realised how many i had stored in less than two weeks! Might stay away from the chemist till i can trust myself a bit more x
 
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