I went to the chemist today for my weekly prescription, it was the first time in the two weeks since i came out of hospital that i had that horrible urge to buy tablets and store them up again! I quickly got my script and got the hell out of there! I am so pleased with myself for not buying any but scared that i had that urge to again, its like my whole world will collapse around me if i don't have that safety net in place!!! i hate not having tablets hidden away ready! but i'm doing it! I have no stores of any tablets in my flat! i only have my weekly script and pain killers ect for the family, not enough to do anything with. I have to be proud of that, i don't feel it but i should be! lol!