I have to say that, im honestly scared for my own life from my own mind. Iv moved so much in my life i have no close friends and family are in other countries. i need true help, i use to be on steroids for three years and quite. I later found out stoping like i did was completly the wrong way to stop. Doc said that the chemical unblance of system is hard to recover and ssdi are not working. i dont know what else to do or turn to. im scared next i will not make it.