I really want to go into recovery, but I feel like since I have EDNOS people don't take me seriously, and instead say that I'm doing it for attention or that it's a phase. I want to get better, but I don't know where to start. I'm also scared about starting something new, a new routine. I won't be counting calories and going to the gym like I normally do, which is a huge change. I'm scared for the future.