So I just started taking anti-depressants (literally two days ago) and they have been working! I don't care if it's all in my head or if the pills are actually working, I don't feel horrible/suicidal anymore. I'm feeling okay, not great, but okay. My scars are starting to heal. And I'm looking ahead. But in the deep deep back of my head I am worried about the suicidal thoughts coming back. I love SF and I know I can come here for support whenever I need it but I just don't want those thoughts to come back stronger. What do you guys think?