Im afraid that I'm getting more and more addicted to alcohol. Lately ive been craving it so badly I can't handle it. I used to only do it very rarely (maybe once or twice a year) since its difficult for me to get (being so young). I've been taking my mothers alcohol, whatever's in the fridge while she's gone, going to my friends whenever they mention it. I'm only doing it to get drunk, to wash away pain with this drink, to avoid cutting by drinking my thoughts away, but I know it'll end badly, I don't know how to stop it before I start.