I am going out tonight for drinks and a movie locally, and then out again tomorrow night to see an old friend for what is supposed to be just dinner - but I have a feeling drinks will come after. Everyone who I talk to regularly on here knows that alcohol is pretty much the bane of my existence and although I wouldn't say I was an alcoholic, I cannot 'drink responsibly' when I'm trying to be social because anxiety gets to me and I end up drinking myself into a stupor. I really don't know what to do, it's 16:45pm now and I'll be leaving here at 19:00pm. The person I'm meeting jokingly said "you're not gonna get legless are you?" and I said "no of course not", but truth is... I just don't know.