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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by MoAnamCara, Jun 18, 2013.

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  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Feel so alone.

    need to go get something biopsied.

    in much pain physically re something else.

    and no one there to call.

    why put myself through this?
     
  2. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    Oh my goodness Mo, what has happened? I am here to talk my friend.
     
  3. plato

    plato Member

    Sorry to hear that, hope you are ok.
     
  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Please let me know what is going on...sending caring thoughts
     
  5. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    My thanks to you all for responding.

    This feels like its just something else, again. Again and again and over and over and I'm just so damn tired and want a break. I really, honestly, need a break. Something. I wish I could get one. And yes, I realize this sounds incredibly selfish and I apologize.
     
  6. plato

    plato Member

    Everyone needs a break every now and again, I know I'm not aware of what's fully going on as I'm new but if a break will help then that's not selfish x
     
  7. MikeTRobot

    MikeTRobot Active Member

    Whats stopping you from taking a break?
     
  8. fallenangel

    fallenangel Member


    Dear MoAnamCara,

    I'm sorry to hear about the physical pain that you are going through, and I pray to God that he will have grace on mercy to you through this period.

    I'm not sure if any analgesics can help, but is it even possible to talk to the doctors about pain management and see what alternatives can they provide you with.

    Do sound out about your physical pain to them, and be brave to go for any treatment required... You have come thus far, do not give up and live on...

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  9. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    mo, I am so sorry to hear that you are going through this fear, on top of everything else. you are not sounding selfish at all. Not even a teeny bit. Please know I am sending healing light to you
     
  10. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    Mo... :grouphug: its not easy & you are never being selfish or even sounding it... ok? please know you have so many who care and are here to support you please allow us to be there for you as you have been for me & others... sending much caring & cyber chocs
     
  11. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    I really want to scream... Well SH I mean. Well, no, more. :(. But I won't. Because I'm scared. So I'm stuck. Here. Now. Stuck. I don't feel good today, been awfully dizzy and having to sit at times as I thought I was going to faint. I've no clue what's going on with me.

    Someone asked me this week... So how alone do you feel? It really managed to cement this new reality, new normal, new existence even more in my mind.

    Just upset, very upset today. N big deal but nowhere else to express it either in person or anywhere else.
     
  12. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    I am sorry Mo. You are under a lot of stress, I am sure it's affecting you.
    You can always talk here, or to me.w
     
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