Long bunny labour
She had the kits, unfortunately they are dead, but most importantly she is ok, she is eating, drinking, hopping about.
One little pink slug in the day area, then, as she ran to the nest, she dropped the first placenta. Then in the nest area there were two more dead kits, one pink and one black, and two placentas. The pink babies had been born dead, but it looks like the black baby had been born alive.
I am glad she is ok, it's such a relief and I will be able to sleep tonight, but, as much as I don't want to admit it, I am totally gutted, shattered by the fact they are dead. They were my hope, my reason for life, like their big brother born last July.
I don't have a focus anymore. Nothing to hold onto.
I feel so empty.