I know Im on a break from SF, but I just have to get this out. I"m so damn scared. Tonight something really scary happened :cry: I was driving in the car, on my way back from dropping a friend off somewhere and ok I was speeding a bit. More like crossed the speed limit, but I basically always do that when I'm in the car alone. And suddenly on the radio this song starts playing "Anouk - One Word" and my mind went blank. I was on the highway, driving like 140km/h and that song... well it just blanked my mind and next thing I know is I'm driving like 170km/h straight towards the crashbarrier. :cry: thank god I noticed what the fuck I was doing in time and I could avoid hitting it.. and thank god nobody's seen it since there was nobody on the road. But I'm so scared. What if something like this will happen again? :cry: It was as if I was in this trance, didn't know what I was doing. you know like when you get REALLY furious, but then it was me being upset and crying. I'm so scared. I didn't tell any of my housemates and am definitely not gonna tell the landlord, cos it's his car. I'm so scared :cry: how the fuck could this happen?