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scared!!

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meagainstme

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tonight i just cant settle.
my anxiety is at such a high point!!

i tried to get some sleep [as its now 3.30am]
but i couldnt settle. and i was crying. and i started thinking too much about this girl who i now hate. and my anxiety shot up, and i could hardly breathe.

i started thinking about taking sleeping tablets. and overdosing on them.

fuck its scares me when im like this.

and the other night i was in a club, and i was really paranoid and felt shit about myself, and i saw some broken glass on the floor, and i just had images going round and round my head of me slitting my wrists. in the end i had to kick the glass away from myself.

i fear im just losing control of myself.

gosh. i cant live like this any longer.
 
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