Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by meagainstme, Feb 13, 2007.

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  1. meagainstme

    meagainstme Well-Known Member

    tonight i just cant settle.
    my anxiety is at such a high point!!

    i tried to get some sleep [as its now 3.30am]
    but i couldnt settle. and i was crying. and i started thinking too much about this girl who i now hate. and my anxiety shot up, and i could hardly breathe.

    i started thinking about taking sleeping tablets. and overdosing on them.

    fuck its scares me when im like this.

    and the other night i was in a club, and i was really paranoid and felt shit about myself, and i saw some broken glass on the floor, and i just had images going round and round my head of me slitting my wrists. in the end i had to kick the glass away from myself.

    i fear im just losing control of myself.

    gosh. i cant live like this any longer.
  2. lostcat95

    lostcat95 Guest

    It is important to hold on and not slip over that line...:wacko:
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