I've lost almost all control over my thoughts. Had so much I wanted to write here, but they won't let me. :unsure: It's like they're making sure that I don't control enough to get help. I guess they'll kill me before I'll get that far. I don't really care if they kill me, but they always make me hurt people. :sad: They make me say things just to make people dislike me. Maybe if I make them mad at me, they'll just kill me now.. :dry: This makes no sense. I want my mind back!