Scared...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by RainbowChaser, Apr 19, 2007.

  1. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I'm scared as hell now.

    Did they follow me here? Did they tell her the same stuff they've told everyone else? Have they drowned out my story again, turned people against me before they know me?

    I'm sorry, but I'll have to leave for this. I can't take the chance that they're here too...
     
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    who hun? I'm sure we can keep u safe.
     
  3. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Don't leave Sammy! I'm sure this can all be worked out. :( There must have been some sort of misunderstanding, right?
     
  4. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I thought... Someone told me on Skype that they were here, they told me this afternoon... but I just checked and no-one's loaded Skype today... Oh fuck, I'm going insane...
     
  5. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I've finally gone fucking insane, and no-one could care less :cry:
     
  6. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    I care Sammy...what's going on?
     
  7. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    Someone called me on Skype today... Told me that my ex's friends had found this site, and that they had told some members their version of the story, the one where my ex is a saint and I'm a little psycho who tried to mess his life up...

    I went to check the Skype records to see when I'd got the call, but I didn't get the call - Skype hadn't even been loaded up today...

    I'm going insane. And I've hurt her because of it. I should die.
     
  8. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    she'll understand hun...you had a bad moment is all.
     
  9. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Don't even say that! We all can hurt others when we're going through shit. My special talent is hurting those I love. We all have things going on outside of the forum and when it boils over, we can say things that we don't really mean. All we can do is try to carry on as best we can and learn from our mistakes :hug: I'm sorry that you have your ex's friends harassing you. Try not to let them get you down...they are not worth your tears. :(
     
  10. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    But they're not doing it, that's the problem - I fully remember getting a call on Skype that I didn't get! :sad:
     
  11. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Aw hun...are you sure it's not just a software issue? I've had things I thought happened too that turned out to be all in my lil head, so don't feel bad if that's the case. It doesn't mean you've gone bonkers. :hug:
     
  12. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    No, but the fact that I've pissed off half of chat should say something at least :(
     
  13. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    We all have our days where we just piss people off :) Try not to feel too bad hun. Your friends will understand :hug:
     
  14. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I doubt some of them will...
     
  15. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    That's a possibility, but if you did something wrong, all you can do is apologise and hope for the best. The rest is up to them...but most people here are pretty understanding and know that they would want to be forgiven themselves, so hopefully they will be able to put themselves in your place :)