Last october i went over to a friends i hadn't seen for a while. I thought e just wanted to be friends... how wrong could i have been... he tried to get me to do stuff and when isaid no i hit me and said i ad to i said i dont have to and he made me... sorry to only say briefly about it , it's a really hard topic to talk about. I thought i just about got over it but .. i didnt. i think i was tryig to cover it up. Now i have a boyfriend. I know he would never do such a thing. He's gentle, loving and always there for me. But recently when we are alone i get scared hes going to do the same and i get nervous and the flashbacks come. Can somebody help me?