scared

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by qwert, Dec 19, 2007.

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  1. qwert

    qwert Member

    i am always scared of peoples reactions.
    i wish i could know how they will react before i say anything.
    the reaction i imagine s probbly much worse then their real reaction.
    so i don't tell them, i lie, i say what they want to hear, that everything is great.
    i think i'll tell them the truth later, later. untill it's much later and i am afraid they will ask me why didn't i tell them earlier.
    so i don't tell and lie to cover it up.
    but it's too late. and i can't cover it anymore. they are going to find out. and be so angry. i've been hiding it for two months.

    fear roles my life and i can't overcome it
    so i want to die. the perfect escepe.
    i wish dieing was easy
    i hate myself for getting into this mess
     
  2. RySp123

    RySp123 Guest

    what is so terribly hidden from others that you wish to die to escape
    their reactions?

    perhaps you are over reacting on their possible reaction again?

    granny
     
  3. wonderer

    wonderer Well-Known Member

    Something to consider - if you choose to sit down and tell them the truth, you've taken some responsibility for your actions. And you won't be sitting there wondering when they will find out. You said you're afraid of people's reactions, but if you just get the reactions over with, you won't be left worrying about them indefinately.
     
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