I....Im so scared. I dunno what else to say. I have shut the world out. I guess this is my last call for help. I literally held a bottle of nail polish remover to my lips and drank a tiny bit last night. :i'm sorry: I just....have no other words to say anymore. I'm done. Im done fighting this. I give up. I surrender and die. I dunno whats happening to me. i'm scared of myself. i....urgh, dont even know why im posting.