I'm tired of this. I'm tired of her hitting me, pushing me, grabbing at my neck!! I'm tired of her screaming at me!! I'm tired of it! I'm so scared right now... I don't want to be hurt anymore. I've been abused my entire life! I've been raped. I've been abused by my mom. :cry: It just never ends! I'm tired of being everyones fucking rag doll. :cry: I can't be hurt like this anymore.. There's only so much pain one person can take at one time.. I feel like I am absolutely shattering right now..