I need help serious help I suffer with voices in my head and im used to that but recently i can hear my own voice in my head wanting to do terrible things to people. I have told the drs that i want to hurt people and they don't do anything. I am normally a very kind natured person so why do i have these evil thoughts. I have been through so much in my life and in my own way i have coped with it. I have made personalities to cope with emotions i can't cope with these personalities are also the voices in my head. So why all of a sudden do i want to do these things me not them well a couple them but mostly me. Sorry if i make no sense. I am so lost and confused in the world. As i write this i am in tears and the more upset i get the louder the voices get i don't know what to do. The drs have referred me to the personality disorder clinic and it has take a year to get through the assessment phase. What if by the time they get me onto a course i have done something terrible. I want to hurt myself but the voices want me to hurt others and they won't accept anything but that. I don't know i just need a shoulder to cry on at the minute. I have such a supportive boyfriend but im scared that if i tell him how i feel he will leave me and ill be all alone. I don't know how to get help. I don't know what to do to stop this. I can't cope with this much longer. I wish i could just run away and hide forever.