I always come back to thinking I have schizophrenia, I'm not proud of it, but all the signs are there. I've had mild visual hallucinations (colorful dots, strands of neon green travelling up my vision, paranoia to the extreme.) Sometimes I'll start talking to myself, replying to scenarios in my head. I will have random thoughts of violence that pop up for no reason and are horrifying. My short-term memory is atrocious, to put it mildly. Another symptom is having "extreme sensitivity to criticism." I have that as well. My speech has grown disorganized, and I find it difficult to put what I want to say into words. People have told me I have a distant expression on my face, ie the "flat effect." Does it sound like I am on to something?