schizophrenic images-leaky hose brain

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  1. ange53072

    ange53072 New Member

    my brain, it leaks, in a thousand places
    burning children and their twisted faces
    the darkness isn't here but it lurks within
    the dice is always rolling but I never win...

    and those people over there tell me where to find..
    the end, and how, it will unwind
    into little fragments scattered onto the floor
    but I dont' have the will to care anymore

    I won't escape and I can't hold back
    the sounds they make, the click click clack
    when they twist the bones, and blood comes out
    falling straight to sleep while it's pouring out

    and in my dreams i'm begging God to help me, please
    cuz the devil's got me on my knees
    and i'm not sure who to believe anymore
    cuz I don't know who's got the better score

    and the angels and the angels they sing to me
    when i'm sleeping there, they guarantee
    that all is well, on the other side
    but the devil's sitting in me where I reside

    and the flowers that used to be here are put away
    some faces have left, but the bad ones stay
    and they laugh, and burn and they stick around
    until i'm six feet under in the hole in the ground

    and then angels sing, and the devil smiles
    and the cherubs dance, and all the while
    God says no, and he'll end the show
    and put me back to where the flowers grow

    and i'll sit and i'll rot so far under it all
    wonderin how, it all grows so tall
    eternally thinking and eternally dead
    stuck there in my fucked up, leaking head

    what's the difference divided if i'm here or dead
    they're multiplying quickly in my flooding head
    i'll drown inside this demented space
    that my mind creates and I can't erase
  2. NotSureAnymore

    NotSureAnymore Well-Known Member

    Shit, that's extremely deep. Extremely creative.. I feel all of the anger and sadness in the back of my eyes. It's like a burning feeling.
    I really don't have any other words to describe how I felt after I read this. Wow. xxx
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    wow! amazing!
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