I am a sophomore in high school and I really can't stand my life, I don't hardly have any friends and I never do anything. I sit at home all day and play computer or watch tv. We just switched to a new semester in school and I hot 2 new classes. Gym and Woodworking, I have really high anxiety and always feel awkward everywhere I am but my house. So I went to the first couple days of gym and I am fine in that class, though I don't know anyone and I feel and look like a loser. Woodworking for some reason I can't stand it at all, the teacher is one of the kind that will pick on kids at random and if they don't know it they will make a joke about the persons stupidity. So while I sit in class I am so uncomfortable and have so bad of anxiety I just want to die. So I have missed around 2 weeks of school just so I don't have to go to class and feel awkward. Now I probably will fail this quarter and then I will be behind in credits and won't be able to graduate and my life will suck for ever. I find the concept of school stupid, our school if you miss a certain amount of days you have to pay a fee and do community service. I will never do either of those so I guess I won't graduate. It's not my fault I have anxiety and I am shy and I have problems!