I'm starting to just let life suffocate me. The ground is trying to swallow me whole. I'm too busy hating myself to even pay attention to anything else that is going on, it's a terrible war inside my mind. I feel myself getting sicker and sicker but no one understands the amount of pain I'm in. I put on the greatest front but the truth is, I'm the loneliest girl in the room, I feel so disconnected from my family and friends but I can't help but alienate myself. I'm alone here in my own mind. There is no map & there is no road. I truely hate myself.