Today I got in argument with my obnoxious mother once again. The usual tirade of "You're such a freak aren't you? Slitting your wrists all the damn time. You're a fucking mental nutcase..." comments came hurling at me. However, this time it got too much and I screamed right back in her face and threw her favorite vase across the room and smashed it. As a result, she slapped me across the face and told me to pack my things; I'm being chucked out. I stormed upstairs and literally tore my room apart. I smashed my hand through the mirror, and nearly broke several expensive pieces of equipment. I also decided to, well, you know. Anyway, the whole time I was just screaming and screaming. In the end it got to the point where I couldn't fucking talk through aches and pains in my throat. I just hate my mum so much right about now. I can barely afford to live life as it is - how am I gonna cope now?!