Do people not realize that the IT department could prob see what they are doing. To send messages saying you are going to come in here and punch me because you barely hear the music on my headphones and that you had a bad weekend with going on vacation with your Grandparents. I want to scream at her and go I had a bad weekend, I miss my Grandma something fierce, I miss my Mom something fierce, I have lost my rocks to stand on. I got 1 hour sleep on Sunday because I spent most the evening planning suicide and the night sitting with my <edit mod total eclipse method> So yes come in here cause I just don't know anymore. Maybe I am just a whiny little B***H I don't know. All I know is that yesterday and so far today I have been having frequent suicidde thoughts and now my day just went down hill. I can' tell any of my friends this either, so instead I go and bother people on here who have more important problems than I do.