*screams*

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by vbuk, Mar 12, 2008.

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  1. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    im all over the place. i want to scream. i want to cry and i want to sit in silence.
    i want to talk tho i have no words.
    i want to hide away but i dont want to be alone.
    i want hugs but i dont want touching.
    i want holding but i want to be alone.
    i want pain but the pain hurts to much.
    I want to the darkness to go but i dont like the light.

    Hold my hand, walk with me, make it all stop.

    please :sad:
     
  2. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    What's going on?
     
  3. ggg456

    ggg456 Guest

    I hear you vbuk. I've felt like you in the past. It is a very weird, trapped "in-between" place where you just can't move and I can remember it being very suffocating.

    I'll hold your hand for a while, through here if that helps.
     
  4. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    i dont know. its like everything i want - i also dont want
     
  5. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    Im holding your hand. where do we go now?
     
  6. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    I've certainly been there.
     
  7. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    lets all hold each others hands and walk together
     
  8. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    i dont know where to go
     
  9. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    I think your right jasmin, i think we should.
    I dont know where to go either, but maybe we could just walk anywhere, just for a while, and see how we feel.
     
  10. The_Discarded

    The_Discarded Staff Alumni

    I know how you feel. It'll be all right hun :arms:
     
  11. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    Lets go to the drug store. I need paper towels.
     
  12. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    good plan..

    lets just start walking..and maybe we can all share what we imagine we pass.. it doesnt matter if we all imagine totally different things we can walk through different worlds cant we :)

    well I see us passing a lake..
     
  13. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    i want to walk towards the horizon and down the other side but i dont want to take anyone else that far away
     
  14. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member



    :laugh:
     
  15. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    Im happy to go a bit further VBUK.
    I can see trees, swaying in the wind.
     
  16. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member


    because u dont want us with u or because u think we dont wanna go?
     
  17. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    cos i love you all to much to let you go to somewhere unreturnable
     
  18. ScouseJM

    ScouseJM Well-Known Member

    i know what ur on about but we'll walk with u and just see where it leads.. who knows, we might all return ;)
     
  19. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    i understand too, but if we go together the journey back might be alot easier.
     
  20. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    i cant see anything apart from dark clouds
     
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