I know I have posted stuff like this before.....but, now, I have had my fill. I got a not so friendly reminder of my troubles just now...and quite frankly, I have lost the wind out of sails. With all the crap that has piled up, I am not capable of getting past these things. I will not allow myself to become homeless....but that is where I am heading. I am so tired....mentally exhausted and emotionally drained. I dont want to hear people tell me it's going to be ok. I dont need to people to tell me that my loved ones will miss me. I know that. But I can't....I just can't do this anymore. I don't even want to.