does anyone know how it feels to go to a Dr.'s appointment, and to have it thrown up in your face that you were "just another junkie"? I was asked how i was doing, so i told them i still wasn't sleeping, and that i thought they needed to increase my zoloft as well. Well the nurse talked the dr. out of giving me something for sleep, and increasing the zoloft, by saying, "just five months ago you were just another junkie using every street drug you could get your hands on". so i told her, "well if you fucking idiots would have done something a lot sooner maybe i wouldn't have!" they don't take me seriously, and i am tired of that being thrown in my face all the time. I'm fed up. I will NOT be going back there. And please don't tell me to find another doctor because everyone i find treats me like this. Nothing is going to make me go back there. So without medication i am sure i'm gonna get worse. Even worse than i am right now. They have no idea how much what they said hurt me. and how a slap in the face from someone who's supposed to help you, can kill you inside. They succeeded. I have been crying off and on since i got home. If i make it through the night it'll be a major accomplishment.