You know what people? fuck it. fuck life, fuck god and fuck everyone. Im sick and tired of everything. i try my best to help people only to get kicked in the balls of life. im carless now. my job sucks. my family sucks. Im going to sleep and if i dont wake up thats just dandy. no one cares if your depressed. all they say is cheer up and things will be better. they never try to understand the problem. i havent seen my dad in like 7 yrs, and i really dont care anymore. im done. I apologize for the language. I just give up. Im not strong enough anymore. verything is piling up and Im being smothered.