I'm so sick of everything! I've just realised my post about the overdose I took earlier has been wiped: it didn't work though. I am so so so sick of feeling numb inside!!! I wish I was dead!! I can't even cut, I promised certain ppl I wouldn't, I don't break promises. I wish I was dead!! I hate myself! I HATE MYSELF! WHY ME?? WHY MY?? WHY ME?? Why does everyone hate me!! WHY???? Why did I lose the most special person to me?? BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING SCREWED UP MIND THAT'S WHY!!! I WISH I WAS DEAD!!!!!!!