And while you're at it ..... shove it up your ass!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so fucking tired of members here telling me I'm full of shit and that I "didnt" attempt, that I'm LYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Maybe I need to get some new age high tech device implanted under my skin so that you can link in to live coverage?????? Or should I go into chat and let you follow the progress????????? The last time this happened I ended up supplying phone numbers and doctors names for God sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Enough already. You try having as many attempts under your belt as I do, or try being 47 years old and not at the precious age of teendom or early 20's where the time spent saving your life is much more worth it, and see just how quickly you are released from the hospital. After a while even the emergency rooms dont care. They stabilize you and send you home to try again. My guess is that they make more money that way than keeping you long term. I'm chronically suicidal. It's a fucking illness!!! A damn hard illness to live with without the added acquistions thank you very much. When you see "account closed" under my username then maybe you and your ilk will be satisfied. Sorry to have been such a disappoint thus far!!!!!!!!!!!! Go get back on the high horse you rode in on and go straight to Hell!!! Support forum my ass!!!!!!!! And I thought I had someplace that I belonged. God I'm such a moron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!