Ok a little update on whats been happening, I started college recently, and so far its been going pretty well except my sleeping habits are really fu**ed up and I missed what might have been an important lecture, which isnt too bad considering the class is easy. Whatever thats going fine. Two days ago I had an interview with wendy's, just some temporary job till I get my PT liscense thatll take me through college, they told me theid call me today, never happened, fu** it. I was supposed to do a little job to earn $100 today but 1) I was asleep for about 6 hours today, and 2) I was never fu****en called, and 3) not that it even fu****en mattered cause I cant hear anything when im asleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FU** it. Unemployment sends me a letter today that in short says HAHA go FU** yourself A**HOLE. I was denied because of the fact that I wouldnt quit school, mind you im going to school to get a good job in the first fu**en place, in order to take on a full time job. So basically what their wanting me to do is to give up my hopes and aspirations to become a PT so I can work at a fu**ing fast food fu** joint for the rest of my stupid fu**en life. great FU** IT!!! My money is slowly running out and these a** fu**s wanna shit on my face, its like they dont even have the fu**en common sense to think their so fu**en stupid. Been thinking about suicide but I cant seem to find my fu**ing tournequet that some fu**er took out of or hid in my room. This has been the most fustrating days ive had in a long while, I have enough money to pay bills for up to 2 months thats it. Im about ready to go active duty again and say fu** it to all the hopes ive had at becoming successful, either that or suicide which is looking PRETTY FU**ING GOOD RIGHT ABOUT NOW! Im not depressed, im really, really pissed off with this whole situation, Fu** Unemployment a**holes, fu** all the jobs that I applied to but never got a response, fu** my parents who created me, and fu** god for putting me in this situation (if there is one).