I've had enough. I've got all this crap building up and putting so much pressure on me and I can't deal with it anymore. For every problem, I've been shown the solution, but within hours the solution has been pulled out from under me. I can't cope with it. I've been stupid and let myself get my hopes up and it turns out to be a load of shite. Everything's been happening all at once and I see an answer to my problem then have it all crash down around me. It's the constant ups and downs I can't deal with. It's bad enough knowing the situations are hopeless without the false hope on top of it. I give up.