Second in 24 hours...

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by RainbowChaser, Jul 21, 2007.

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  1. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    After the wonderfulness of last night, I've now had a knife at my arm (no, I didn't do anything with it) three times in the last 6 hours...

    I seem to have lost all capability to reach out for help properly. I can guarentee that I'll regret posting this as soon as I press 'submit', because I don't feel that I deserve the help.

    I should just go off and do it while everyone's reading that book :dry:
     
  2. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I need a knife :cry:

    Why bother?
     
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  3. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    Just took another turn for the worse...

    I'm not naturally promiscuous, but if that's what it takes to be held right now... :unsure:
     
  4. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I need painkillers so badly, but I don't trust myself...

    But if I don't take some soon, I won't be able to move at all...

    I'm so screwed :cry:
     
  5. Lady E

    Lady E Well-Known Member

    Sammie what's going on? Pm me if you need to talk.
     
  6. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    What causing you to do this? No one wants you to harm yourself.
     
  7. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I don't know, but I want it to stop :cry:
     
  8. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    :hug: I'm proud of you for not using the knife on yourself Sammie. I believe you have the strength to make it through this as well. Anything you want to talk about?
     
  9. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

    I don't know what's making me feel like this at all - All I know is that I feel like this, and I want it to stop so much :cry:
     
  10. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Aww I'm sorry. It really sucks when you're sad and you don't know why :( Does it feel different from your usual depression? I remember when I started Wellbutrin I had lots of scary thoughts that seemed like they didn't come from my own head. Bad obsessive thoughts that made my depression worse. When I switched to Zoloft it stopped. Do you think it's a reaction to the new meds or do you think it's because they haven't kicked in yet? Have you talked to your doctor about this?
     
  11. Snowman

    Snowman Well-Known Member

    :hug: Glad you didn't use the knife :eek:hmy:
     
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