:grouphug: :hugtackles:
You are not alone, everyone still here on the site caring for you and rooting for you! Not what you wanted but maybe you'll get helped and come out the other side, better for the experience somehow?
Just be honest and tell them your concerns. I wasn't sectioned but pressured to go voluntarily and when I wanted to leave pressured with threat of section, so yeah I know its not great Hun! Sorry!
After I had searched and checked and explored every avenue of opportunity... and possible escape routes... finding none I was able to reluctantly admit defeat and rest, AND I met some great people... pts and staff...
Hang in there!