See-Food Diet :D

[Spikey]

I see food, I just don't eat it from now on. Sorted. Little bit of throwing up. All will be kushti. :smile: No replies, please. I don't want anybody's sympathy for being fat and ugly. I just want to be left alone to do this..

 

[butterflies32]

You are not fat and ugly and I will not leave you alone not now that I am begining to no you.

Sam
xx

 

[Spikey]

Muahah. Even my friend commented on my loss today, only been three weeks since I seen her and she says I look like I've dropped 10lbs! Woo!

 

[butterflies32]

Thats not good but then i can't talk. lol

How are you anyway??? Coping?

Sam
x

 

[Spikey]

Ahhh... up and down... yourself??

M x

 

[butterflies32]

down but guess that is what an ED does. :lol:

 

[Spikey]

:Hug: :hug: here if ya wanna chat

 

[butterflies32]

I think I have just given up with fighting it now. Feel like have tried everything now.

Sam
x

 

[Spikey]

:hug: :nono: can't give up hun. Am always here if ya wanna chat :HUG:

 

[butterflies32]

Why can't I?

xx

 

[Spikey]

Because I said so. Everyone should know what Mel says, goes :tongue:
Anyway, you're perfect as you are hun :hug: :hug: how you doing today?


xx

 

[danni]

same goes for you mel, doing what your doing is hurting your body and health. If you keep this up it WILL caue more problems hun. I'm here to help and listin hun :hug:

 

[Spikey]

I am ridiculously fat. Not eating from now on, full stop.

 

[butterflies32]

Ok mel...what ever you do I will do.

If you are not going ot eat then I won't. You are perfect and beautiful. You are gorgeous and amazing. If you are saying this to me and yet the same goes for you and you are starving yourself then I will to. I know you do not want mme to do this....its one rule of me and another for you. I think I am going to break that saying now.

We can do this together we can fight this together. I am not doing to great am hating the site of food atm. I know what you are going through...

:hug:

Sam
xxx

 

[Spikey]

:hug: :sadface: that put a lump in my throat Sam :hug: ty lovely girl :hug:

 

[Spikey]

Ugh. I'm so fat. It's ridiculous.

 

[Spikey]

Ugh. Need to lose at least another 25bs.

 

[butterflies32]

That is over two stone you do not need to lose that. I have seen you and you are gorgeous how you are but I no that this is no comfort for you now.

If you lose this I will do it with you. I will lose 2 stone two. remember what I said what ever you do I will do.

Hunny we can beat this together. Write yourself two letters. One about how fat and ugly you see yourself and the other on how beautiful you are. Write it as if you were somone else looking in. Thorw away the leeter that tells you how ugly you are and read the beautiful one over and over and over again. Especcially when you feel like you are fat and ugly because I can asure you that you are not.

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

Take Care

Sam
xxxxxx

 

[Spikey]

Awww ty honey. I will do that. You do that too! I got the shakes though!!!

 

[Spikey]

So according to my friend, I am almost underweight. Nonsense. I've checked it out. My current BMI is 21.8. I can lose 20lbs and have a BMI of 18.5 which is still in the healthy range. Wicked. Hyper on painkillers. Four in three hours, so haven't taken that many. Caffeine in them, yay.