seeking a sadist.... (violent sexuality)

Discussion in 'Family, Friends and Relationships' started by Sadie~, Dec 12, 2011.

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  1. Sadie~

    Sadie~ Active Member

    For a good few years now, I have always entertained the thought of dieing. A lot of the time, I want to do it myself.. and then sometimes I have these ideas of someone else killing me in a really degrading, violent way.

    I knew I was a masochist years ago when I got a kick out of abusive relationships, but recently my thoughts have intensified and I can't stop thinking about being beaten, raped and murdered.

    .. I dunno. I have fantasies about meeting someone who will do just that.. and I write all the time about these scenarios.. Hmm..

    Sometimes I just wish I could talk to someone who has an understanding, whether they're like me.. or maybe on the opposite side and have thoughts of hurting others.
     
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