I am new to this site, and thanks for reading my post. I am feeling very hopeless. I've lost my job and my marriage is in jeopardy. I've also got some other struggles, and treatment for depression isn't really helping. I don't see a way out other than suicide. I hate to leave my two children, but feel that I'm no good to anyone being depressed all of the time. I've tried to follow all of the mantras - take it one day at a time, etc. - but just can't seem to feel any better. Every day is a nightmare. I just want it to end.