Self-care is EXHAUSTING (lol); namely, maintaining a decent eating habit. I had been underweight my whole life until last year, which made sense because I wasn't even eating three meals a day, usually. Nowadays, I eat 3 meals and 3 snacks a day, and I've aimed to consume about 2200 calories regularly, yet I'm still quite slender, even despite the muscle mass that I've gained over the last 6 months. With depression in mind, eating that much food is hard enough. How much more do I need to eat just to not be skinny...? Having a fast metabolism BLOWS. Some would think that it's a blessing... NOOO, dude--it's the worst. I just want a normal metabolism... so I can eat normally... and have a normal, corresponding physique.