I wish i could be free of having any gender or sexuality. This is something hard to get doctors to agree to do. Negative effects of castration can be loss of metabolism, weight gain, loss of strength, loss of bone density. Of course you will benefit from extremely diminished or completely eliminated sexual urges, and reduced stress and feelings of calmness and serenity. Can also prevent prostate cancer. It's scary though and would take allot of courage to castrate myself. Risk of bleeding is my main concern. Anyone have advice? Note that this is not self harm it's an operation to improve one's self and solve serious mental and emotional trauma.