Hi , Can anyone give me some advice, I am suicidal and just dont want to be here but my main problem is i cant stop self harming, in the last three days i now have both arms covered in cuts, all over i have never been this bad, i am plannng on cutting my wrists tommorow but i know a big side of me doesnt want to do this. i dont know what to do. i wish i was in a hospital so someone can control my access to my blades etc. Last time i went they told me to go home and cope with the feelings. I am a risk to myself just now and i now i am close to cuting both my wrists.