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Self hate is destroying my life

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Myaing

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So... i woke up some time ago. Started getting ready for work... i looked in the mirror... and holly f. My world crashed. I am so shallow.
I felt a ton of hate wash over me, i got anxiety... i dont want to leave the house anymore. Im a freaking... monster.
Calling in and telling I'm sick. I cant make my body move. I just want to... not be here anymore. I cant see a single good thing in myself. Im in complete darkness. There is nothing to hold onto.
Help...
 

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Hi there
Was this about your appearance? Or something else. Just trying to get the gist of what is going on tonight.
I hope you're feeling better by the time you get this.
 

Myaing

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Hi there
Was this about your appearance? Or something else. Just trying to get the gist of what is going on tonight.
I hope you're feeling better by the time you get this.
Nah... its everything. Not just appearance. I hope i'll feel better soon. Probably just a panic attack.
Tnx, man
 
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