Self Hate

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Mattius459, Sep 10, 2010.

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  1. Mattius459

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    I’m not a poet. I hate myself.

    Sometimes I try to love myself. But I can never mean it.

    I respect that which I cannot achieve

    I achieve nothing that I respect

    I hate the way I am, and yet I am the way I am still

    For years I have expected to snap out of it

    Only for it to last moments

    Back to the same old patterns, albeit with convoluted new twists

    Success feels fake

    Failure feels real

    Maybe a poem will change the way things are

    False hope in a can
     
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